we never make it past december.

the moment i've begun to think about trusting you again, I realize just how insincere you've been in things you told me. i don't think i could easily ever trust or believe anything sweeet you'd ever say to me when you say them to ten other females. sad to say, but i guess it would be fine if we reversed the present and were just invisible in each other's lives as in the past. its works out best that way.. :( true, i am not thinkinga bout relationships or anything close (def. wrong time and year to do that..and i know my heart is not yet there.. ).. but.. sucks. i guess i just got my hopes up with you. thinking you were DIFFERENT & you CHANGED. but you're still the same old boy i know.